So...I'm kind of depressed. Why? Whyyy?
Gina and I watched another Korean movie called "Sympathy for Mr. Vengeance." Depressing movie. I'm literally sitting here thinking of where to start, how to start... who to sympathize with. I felt myself connecting more with Ryu. #1 He grew up deaf and mute and his sister always had to take care of him. As she was getting sick, she was in need of a kidney. So he goes on a search and ends up at a black market, makes a deal with this messed up lady, and ends up naked and without a kidney. JIPPED. He tries to make things right, tries to be there for his sister, tries to seek vengeance of all the wrongs. But of course, things don't always go right. #2 He loses more than his sister and the girl he kidnaps for ransom #3 He loses more than #2.
The other main character, the father of the kidnapped girl, is also in search of vengeance. So the audience is torn between who to side with, if that is even possible. Who is right? Who is just in their acts? Well, from what I got towards the end of the movie-I was biased-but despite that, this movie just proves my belief that vengeance only gets you so far. They seek it for the ends to justify the means, but only evil prevails. The murders, the death, the loss...nothing can make up for it all. If they just left things as they were and accepted their fates in the beginning...if only they were logical...but then again, if they were, there would be no movie plot. Also, when you lose the love of your life, how can you be logical? How can you keep your head straight?
If I lost someone dear to me...I'm not sure what I would do, where I would head, how I would even deal. In an ideal situation, I would mourn and forgive, and only get stronger. Ideally speaking. You can't ever predict how you would be, no matter how much you claim to know yourself.
Anyway, I could go on and on about my thoughts and how much this movie stimulated my emotions and mind; my what ifs and thank God.
Before this movie we finished The Game. That one was good. Ended in quite a depressing note. One should never gamble, especially with a fishy, desperate, rich old man. The main character in this movie also showed up in Sympathy For Mr. Vengeance. I really really like him. I recognize him from previous dramas I've seen when I was little. 신화경 I believe that's how you spell his name. Very talented.
Other than watching two movies [and watching America's Dance Crew right now], the girls and I went out to eat at a pricey pho place. Okay, for future reference, I'll leave out such adjectives as "pricey" "expensive" "high-end" etc. because since it's New York, it's kind of expected. When and if I do eat at a cheap place, that's when I'll emphasize. I didn't get anything because I wasn't hungry. Before heading out, I was in my room from 1-8pm working on my Immigration paper. I'm still not done with it.
Sorry for ending this blog with a dead note [my paper] but I'm starting to worry! I'll get back to it now. Latass.